Monitoring press freedom and international affairs from Mid-Missouri Public Radio and the Missouri School of Journalism

Project Exile: Turkish journalist still fearful in Germany

27 January 2020
Zubeyde Sari (courtesy)

"I try to live isolated to protect myself."

When she got her start in the news business in 2009, Turkish journalist Zübeyde Sari couldn't have imagined her chosen profession would cause her to have to leave her homeland.

At that time, Turkey's then-prime minister Recep Tayyip Erdogan was making peace overtures to Kurdish separatists, the Arab Spring that triggered civil war in neighboring Syria was still more than a year away, and Turkish journalists and opposition parties had significant latitude to criticize Erdogan and the ruling AKP party. 

After graduating  from university in the southern port town of Mersin, Sari later moved east to the mainly Kurdish city of Diyarbakir, about 60 miles (97km) from the Syrian border. There she became a correspondent for BBC Turkish and the pro-Kurdish IMC TV,  eventually covering the Syrian civil war as well as Turkey's conflict with the PKK, a Kurdish militia.  

Yet Turkey was becoming a more restrictive place for journalists. Censorship increased after massive protests in 2013 in Istanbul's Gezi Park. Gezi Park. In 2016, a failed military coup against President Erdogan triggered a ferocious crackdown on dissidents. More than 150,000 civil servants, police officers and academics were fired from government jobs for suspected disloyalty, according to a tally from the website Over 300 journalists were arrested and 189 media outlets shut down. IMC TV was raided by police and shutdown mid-broadcast.

Sari survived the initial purges, but in late 2018 she was forced to flee to Germany.  "I had to leave in just one night," she says. "They put my face on all the front pages of the magazines, accusing me of being part of a broadcast television network connected to the Kurdish movement. The next day, I would have woken up with the police knocking at my front door."

Soon after leaving, she published an article for the site detailing collaboration between the ruling AKP party and Turkish security in the construction of hidden prisons for political dissidents. Now 36, she lives in Berlin, Germany and works for Özgürüz [We Are Free], an online Turkish news portal founded by the well-known exiled journalist Can Dündar. 

Sari, who still fears threatened by the many pro-Erdogan Turkish immigrants in Germany, spoke with Global Journalist's Arianna Suardi. Below, an edited version of their interview:

Supporters of Turkey's President Recep Tayyip Erdogan, gather in Istanbul's Taksim Square on July 16, 2016 to protest the coup attempt. In the aftermath, Erdogan led a massive purge. (AP Photo/Emrah Gurel)

Global Journalist: Why exactly were you targeted? 

Sari: It's complicated, but I think the Turkish government chose to target me because I'm reporting the truth about the political situation in Turkey. I talk about corruption and the lack of freedom of expression, and of course Erdogan's party doesn't like it. I also have friends who are Kurdish and [minority] Alevis and that's probably why I've been accused of being one of them.

GJ: How was it to leave in just one night?

Sari: I'm still under the impact of that feeling. You basically leave your life behind with a small suitcase. It was November 2018, in one night I packed all the things I could and in the early morning I went to the airport and I took the first plane to Berlin. 

I feel I don't belong in this place. Leaving your country is a problem, but settling down in another one isn't easy either.

GJ: Is life in Germany different than you imagined?

Sari: I'm working for  Özgürüz. I can do my profession and I've been supported by [press freedom group] Reporters Without Borders. But it's still very difficult here, more than I imagined. That's why I started getting therapy. One important aspect is that I don't speak German. I'm basically restarting my life from the beginning.

GJ: When do you think it will be possible to go back to Turkey?

Sari: I've packed my luggage everyday hoping to go back, and I'm still doing it. The problem is the climate of freedom of expression – in Turkey it's terrible. You need press cards from the government to be a journalist. The government has full control over press card distribution. All the media outlets in Turkey are controlled by Erdogan, and if you're not part of them you're considered a terrorist or a traitor. 

GJ: Now that you're in Germany, do you feel free to express yourself or do you still feel pressure?

Sari: No, I can't express myself. No one has actually threatened me so far, but I just try to hide myself as a form of protection. Sometimes I have the feeling that [Turkish] people in Germany do not really understand what is happening in Turkey, and that is the reason why they sympathize with Erdogan. 

I prefer ignoring them rather than get into trouble...I try to avoid every private and personal conversation because I'm scared. It's not easy, but when, for example, I have to take a taxi, I don't reveal my identity nor my views about politics. Just yesterday, I was in a taxi and I lied about my profession, I said I was an accountant because I didn't feel safe. I lie all the time, and I try to live isolated to protect myself. 


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